Time flies..I gonna to leave my current job soon.
My manager has already persuaded me to stay until 15th of July..
but I really made my decision one month ago..
I need time to relax and to improve my English language.
Altough I`m not willing to see three of them work Full Shift continuously without me..
So..Hope thr have 2 more employers come to join our company..
and to earn many commissions in SUPER PEAK SEASON!!
What an attractive salary u would get!!!!

I`m now yearning for the Taylors` life..
I scare to face with the social and communication thr..
I wonder whether i could manage it well due to my broken English.
People will laugh me? or I am not confident enough?
Luckily, I`ve chosen to stay with my aunt..
It gives me a chance to learn speaking effectively by communicating with my relatives in English.
Because my cousins don`t understand Chinese. OMFG T.T
My Dooms Day is around the corner..

It`s time to slp..
Gd nite, WORLD*

♥heartbeat
@ 10:49:00 AM

Welcome to my bloggie..

It`s not enough time left for me to accompany my dear.
Almost 1 month i think..i will be leaving for KL to further my studies..
then he is still staying and working at Spore..
A very long distance between me and him..
but our love & heart still close, right?
Hope our relationship will be still stable when we`re apart.
What i could only do is just cherish every single moment to be with him..

Everything would be changed in the future..
We can`t predict it and change it oso...
Always think positive, do with my own rule, be myself..

Is gonna to be a taylorian soon..
I still havent prepared to adapt my new study life thr..
I feel abit strangeness..
The cultural differences of KL are totally different with JB..
exp: High expenses, education, languages, human thinking...bla bla bla..

Some more..i will resign my job end of this month..
It`s time to relax myself..
Enrich my mind by reading novel and listening to music..

I can do it!!

♥heartbeat
@ 10:26:00 AM

woohoo,
it`s time to relax!!
Had been working for 5 days,
It`s a torment during those 5 days.
FULL day continuously.
one word to descibe - EXHAUSTED!
It`s totally a mental cruelty to me.

Finally, yesterday i was day off.
yes, i gonna to be taylorian soon.
I`ve summited the application fee-RM600 to the agent.
TAYLORS , i will be coming in JULY.
Now, i am looking forward to the life at Taylors.
It`s a long distance between us, everything will be fine, right?

erm..whr shall i stay at kl?
it`s a problem to me.
nvm, my frens are searching for me.
hope to find a satisfying room.


How to control myself from being so selfish ?
yes, i`ve exceeded the limit of being a gf.
hmm..i think Jealousness is my biggest enemy.

SMILE..take everything easy.
I could manage it very well i think.
Make everything perfect is wat i expecting.

♥heartbeat
@ 8:52:00 AM

As the title above,
I`ve spent lots of money within two days.
crying.. TT

I made a stupid decision today.
oh gosh, I`ve bought 2 bottles of fragrance from body shop.
even though i have a bottle of fragrance hasn`t been finished yet.
I shouldn`t have bought two more bottles.
but the smell of fragrance is very refreshing and natural, it strikes my nose too.
and so, i joined a member thr.
but i think i wont always patronize the shop.

erm..
am I a sassy girl?
I feel like I am controlling my boy.
I don`t like him to add any girls in Facebook.
I don`t like him to view any girls in Facebook.
I don`t like him to praise or chat with girls in Facebook too.
I really mind it. but, i did these same things above.
I`ve tried to give him freedom, but i failed.
I was jealous when he did.I
izit very unfair to him？
What i am worrying is tat he would betray me again.
I am protecting myself from facing with this issue.
I am not confident with myself.
I`m trying to make everything good.
but this action slightly hurt him.

Did I think too much?
or I got no confidence with him?
I`m sorry, Dear.
I`ve made thing become worst.
even you`re so dissatisfied with me,
but you`re still caring about me.
You tried me made me to believe in our love.
and promised that u wont betray me again too.

But thing had happened before, only time can heal my wound inside.
I HATE CHINA WOMEN.
Some are so wicked, disgusting, and such a seductress!
They like to break someone`s relationship.
They are so masty!!
Get lost to your country!
Please stop wrecking, u`re unwelcome!

♥heartbeat
@ 7:21:00 AM

I dont feel like blogging recently.
Juz working as usual.
And i think it`s been a very long time that i didnt update my blog.
yea, i havent confirmed yet which uni should i choose for my further education.
but i think Taylors will be my final decision.

Yesterday, I discovered that i was in the number of enrollees of the Taiwan Uni.
I`ve been selected to study in the school named SHIXING(世新大学）.
A well-known private university in Taiwan i guess.
some more, the course is also wat i desired b4, Public relations & Advertising.
Congratz! but it`s a past tense for me.
I am not going to Tw already.

Actually, TW is my desired country, but it`s nt suitable for me to further study thr.
Too many allurement thr, maybe i cant totally concentrate on my study.
Now, a useful degree cert is the most important thing for me.
It`s also a best way to fulfil my dream in future.

My dear is going to work in Singapore.
He finally found his expected job thr.
Congratz to him.
but sadly, he`s going to move to spore after 2 months later i think.
I might be miss him veryyy much.
Dear, please cherish our love, do not make me feel sad again.

He kept accompanying me lately.
And it fulls of warmth and love. I adore this feeling.
my Dotey. :)

♥heartbeat
@ 8:51:00 AM

ya, i`m back to clear the dust here.
Seems like so long i didnt update my post.
due to my laziness. xD

I`m still confusing about my studies.
haiz...
I found Curtin University Spore nt bad oso.
but!!!!! the bad thing is the campus is too small!!!
Sarawak that one is big enough, but i still prefer studying in Spore.
MDIS is another i found..but i nid to find an agent to get some details abt it.

My mum is still encouraging me to Taiwan.
She really wants me to change my life.
even everyone said that TW nt gd,
but she still said it all depends on the Fate.

and I`m nt going to China for sure.
haha,it`s my pattern, always chg mind one..haha

confusing!!!

♥heartbeat
@ 7:11:00 PM

Finally, I cut my fringe off.
Looked young izit? :)
but my BB didnt like it very much.
He always dislike fringe.
nvm, just ignore.
anyway, thx DAVID alot.
hope u guys like it.

i`m still confusing.
guess wat?
Shall i further my studies in TW or China?
ermmmm........
nt very sure yet.

Am going to dine at Don Sushi tmr with my colleagues.
A gd news comes - got my salary today *__*
teehee.

I`m now addicted to Restaurant City.
haha, wanna to build a large restaurant as soon as possible.

Short post today.
XOXO

♥heartbeat
@ 7:59:00 AM