As the title above,
I`ve spent lots of money within two days.
crying.. TT

I made a stupid decision today.
oh gosh, I`ve bought 2 bottles of fragrance from body shop.
even though i have a bottle of fragrance hasn`t been finished yet.
I shouldn`t have bought two more bottles.
but the smell of fragrance is very refreshing and natural, it strikes my nose too.
and so, i joined a member thr.
but i think i wont always patronize the shop.

erm..
am I a sassy girl?
I feel like I am controlling my boy.
I don`t like him to add any girls in Facebook.
I don`t like him to view any girls in Facebook.
I don`t like him to praise or chat with girls in Facebook too.
I really mind it. but, i did these same things above.
I`ve tried to give him freedom, but i failed.
I was jealous when he did.I
izit very unfair to him？
What i am worrying is tat he would betray me again.
I am protecting myself from facing with this issue.
I am not confident with myself.
I`m trying to make everything good.
but this action slightly hurt him.

Did I think too much?
or I got no confidence with him?
I`m sorry, Dear.
I`ve made thing become worst.
even you`re so dissatisfied with me,
but you`re still caring about me.
You tried me made me to believe in our love.
and promised that u wont betray me again too.

But thing had happened before, only time can heal my wound inside.
I HATE CHINA WOMEN.
Some are so wicked, disgusting, and such a seductress!
They like to break someone`s relationship.
They are so masty!!
Get lost to your country!
Please stop wrecking, u`re unwelcome!

♥heartbeat
@ 7:21:00 AM